Tuesday, July 12, 2011

What was never heard.


When it comes to waiting, I don’t know how to handle it. When I was a little kid I use to send the Driver to the grocery store, to get me Ice cream and stickers. I call him 5 to 6 times UNTIL he arrives back. I am never patient, and always in a hurry. So I wonder if I was promised to have something, how will I manage waiting

I always give people, and draw a smile on someone everyday. Not being patient sometimes is a good thing; I accomplish many things at once. I like to see things done quickly.

Faced an incident in my life that I hate to remember since it touched me so hard, I was forced to believe something that I didn’t bother to hear yet. Received a call from someone I love and adore having around to believe what I never heard. I faked knowing what all are talking about, and isolated myself in my room. I thought days will give me hope, and I will finally stop waiting.

In the other hands, I lost trust in people, who tried to share what I didn’t

hear. I lost touch with people who once were dear. I learned in life never trust so hard.


I trust everyone. I just don't trust the devil inside them. ~Troy Kennedy-Martin, The Italian Job

My plan is to stop waiting, because I honored my self with the strong patient I got and it’s bliss. Got hurt and pushed away by people I once loved and cared about. May Allah protect for me my family and best friends, because I can accept losing anything in life but them.

We must let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the one that is waiting for us.

Joseph Campbell

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